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Have You?

2009-04-14T00:07:00.000-07:00

Have you thought of what I want..
Have you thought of what Uve done..
Have you thought of leaving me...
Have you thought of what I feel...
Have you thought of the future...
Have you thought of me cheating you...
Have you thought that Im yours forever...
Have you thought that I wont leave...
Have you thought of how much I hate U...
Have you thought of what am I to you...
Have you thought of not hurting me...
Have you thought of still living in the past...
Have you thought that Im your future...
Have you thought that I DONT LIKE secrets...

Please..Think of me once in a while..

FIREY MOOD!

2009-04-13T23:53:00.000-07:00

Platform: Adobe Photoshop CS3
Image: Google Imagebank

Im bored as hell. And hell brought me the picture. Need new job faaaaassstttt... :(

Im open for any freelance design jobs.
email: longjacker@yahoo.com

MOHEX Event at Hatyai & Songkhla

2009-04-10T01:12:00.000-07:00

More info on the event

Im open for any freelance design jobs.
email: longjacker@yahoo.com

A lot..

2009-04-09T01:11:00.000-07:00

A lot happened to me these several days..
A lot of tests of life Ive been trough..
A lot of thinking...
A lot of more knowing her...
A lot of headaches...
A lot of insecurity...
A lot of her lately...
A lot of answers been questioned...
A lot of questions in mind...
A lot of anxiety...
A lot of worries...
A lot of regrets...
A lot of things I wish had not happen...
A lot of "A lot"...

Rantai Art Event August 2008!

2008-09-02T01:10:00.000-07:00

adoi! cant upload the pics! damnit! :O

Green on Water!

2008-08-23T10:11:00.000-07:00

guess the location~ :D

-PERTAMA COMPLEX (kt foodcourt tuu~ :D)

OE Experimentasi!

2008-08-23T09:55:00.000-07:00

halo..its me Dean.Yes im still alive (thanks for askin dude) but a bit slow.Work suddenly came crushing on me like im in need of these work? No! ..I must say so.The company is joining an event next week at Jaya One (yes2..cool event..check out Sheera's blog) We are opening a clothing booth (and another 1 booth of ours.heh! BEBAS!).Yah..sonds interesting la but then all the preparations just started this week..nice la when work done by 2 people instead of 6 people? (or more?) haduh..We both designs,meet the supplier,take the things from supplier (which is next wednesday..which also mark the 3rd time we went to Jalan Brunei in a WEEK!) oh.im a designer ye not despatcheur~ ..I done it anyway..hoping next week will be better..adoi!

*OE = over exposure

night2!

SYMEYTRIZE YOURSELF!

2008-08-12T09:17:00.001-07:00

Stop! You have exceeded the Speed Limit!

2008-08-03T08:26:00.000-07:00

Yes..been away for a week now..haha! a week only..been thinking of new shots,angle,style of photography..huu..Its not just for the blog,its also a way of learnin (eceyh..poyo lak~) And then the time keeps intruding..Ok.this time I think I go for speed-shots..not that good pictures but we try our ass off..hehe..ok then..very sleepy all the sudden,still got to watch Duyung (yes..pirated) haha! Hopefully nothin comes up at work tomorrow~ :D

Sunday flowers..

2008-07-27T07:11:00.000-07:00

hi hi! Its me Dean..How do you do? Im a designer on the weekdays and photo-grab-her on the weekend.If there is something or anything on your mind,please pour it all someplace else.This is the place for the wicked and sometimes disoriented.Blog is Brug (the new drug that is..) and I wont go no-blogging till that son-of advert company gave up his money.Dont do Hellboy 3,you will just make us all want to kill ourself for watching the first 2..Ok,flowers on sunday and can be seen somewhere on the street of curve.k then..got meeting tomorrow morning,got to sleep early (10 37pm is early la) :D

Ok..ok..I'll do it properly next time~ :D

2008-07-22T08:41:00.000-07:00

Huarghhhhh~~ Just got back from work..yes its 12am..haha! Im one of the people you guys heard about..WORKAHOLIC! bahahah! Oh..the shots upstairs are kind of..urm.need editing~ huhu~ We shot this in the bedroom..haha..with the window open,lights shine through a bit here and there..To get good shots,you should put yourself in a complete dark place..no,graveyard excluded..ahaha! Enjoi! oh oh..the white light is from my camera "torchlite" and the green one is from the "rave" thingy from Tiesto.ok then,bye bye now!

Evening of me..

2008-07-19T06:49:00.000-07:00

Woke up on 12,got out on 2,eat till 3.30,arrived at the curves around 4,pictures killed on 5.30,got home early 7.

bahahahaha! speaking in codes beybeyh! :D Yes.to cut it short all the above is the activities for today.Kind of bored ey? but then..blogging pushed me to go outside no matter what.. :D Enjoy the kills (which are then processed by Mr "ToneMapping",a doctor plug-in for Ps)

HDR Beybeh! :D

2008-07-16T08:33:00.000-07:00

Yes2! Kind of have the time for 2 only (lazy is my friend you know) first is a scenery from Pulau Perhentian aaand the second one is actually a coral reef also in Pulau Perhentian..For your info I went to the center of the ocean (since Pulau Perhentian is a bay,cetek la :D ) to get this shot..hoho! Hurm..I used PhotoMatix Pro (yahah!) to produce this.If you guys are nice..Maybe I should put up the download link for this hard-to-get software.. :P

The Green Bukit Cerakah

2008-07-14T06:21:00.000-07:00

Wahoo! Green as it can get! :D and the sun is supa-friendly (torch a bit our head :) ) Well..I used ISO 100 and helped with GREEN color setting :D (cant recall the f,white balance and shutter speed tho.. :( ) Well then..I leave the comments to you :O (they should be a follow up pictures of these..hurm~ :-? )

This Is Sexay!

2008-07-12T23:17:00.000-07:00

bahaahah! you think so? Bellow are shots of portraits (is it?) I've taken last night.We bought tickets for WANTED movie (yes.havent watch it yet) that shows on 1230 and these photos were taken on 11 (yes..you know this feeling of waiting) So with one hour to kill...here is the kill -

Girls nite out! (n im stuck to the camera)

2008-07-11T10:36:00.000-07:00

heh! this was The Curve on the Chinese New Year event (kot?) that explains the great background. The lighting was surely on the badside,just stop raining..huhu! The first one escapes clean but the second got the effect (blur on the face) Itll be great if you guys dont notice it..hehe!

Taman Layang-layang!

2008-07-10T20:07:00.001-07:00

hehe..told u im a sunset freak :D

Same Place-Shot

2008-07-10T20:01:00.000-07:00

Guard ne pulun sket..suka halau org paking2 tepi jalan..heh!

2 in 1 today

2008-07-10T09:55:00.000-07:00

couple shot!

the only one lanun chicken chop!

Light-Trails!

2008-07-10T09:51:00.000-07:00

huargh! here i am again.the un-famous photobloger.. ;)) got new photos.heh! no dont put high hopes..simple pictures from a simple camera used by simple guy..haha! updated my flickr juz now..photos in flickr are not in my blog..(syok aa :D ) huwa~ dont know why..everyday i see that cute little eos 400d..huu..cant sleep,cant eat without imagining the 400d is in my hands..strolling the seaside,venturing jungles..ahahaha! pretty wild drug this 400d..cant just go get it,got to have proper planning..since the budget is not the essence right now..

Sunset Freak!

2008-07-10T09:50:00.001-07:00

hey ya! dont think no ppl are here..so hiya to myself then..ahahahah! im enjoying my off-day from part-time today..huh~ kind of weird..its always like 11pm when arrive home,but today 6 30pm? blogging at oltown? haha..best2..but the enjoiment soon will be ended though..TOMORROW start part-time..again..one day off of 5 days part-timing.heh~ nice la..the pay is NICE! (ahahah).

dreaming of canon EOS lately ;)) so,wit my salary and all(the ona gave me a green lite :P )..shud be appropriate to get it..ahahahah! bestla,when planning for the perfect work when still studying.. "i wanna be a graphic designer!".. "i wanna be a web designer!".. and "i wanna be a roxsta! no work for me!"..kind of man..ahahha! work is not as easy u spell it,wit only 4 words? ahahah..fren of mine been looking for work for 3 months now..been askin,travelin to different plces..hurm..in the end.u shud be working la! heh! the work is like politics~ u will brag about them but to do is whole another bullcrap~ aahaha! k then.ill be going. (been sleeping from blogging to shoot new pictures. :D )

Roxy In The Making

2008-07-10T09:46:00.000-07:00

orait! story of my waited saturday~ ahaha!. on our way to the roxy summer splash..and the traffic jam is just GREAT! ahahah...2 hours spent on the road..nice ey..

got there..AND WALAH! 1 milion people waiting! (not exaxtly 1 milion la,cmon la..ahahah!) waa.crazy crowd this one..mixes of child,children and their little sisters..ahahah! the event oso wasnt organized..u give free tickets in the magazine that sold for thousands ppl! this WILL HAPPEN la..and the entrance are so stupid..you got to bent down of a pole they put on the escalator..no wonder la ppl are waiting like fukis..ehehe!..

and the winner for the cover of SEVENTEEN! (forgot her name,but not her bod..ahaha!)

THE BANDS(they are 2 bands perform first that i dont need to put ;)))

OneBuckShort.

Bittersweet.

PopShuvit.

overall..a great nite..berbaloi la tnggu..BEST PERFORMANCE - POP SHUVIT, BEST SONGS - BITTERSWEET

Raya In Black!

2008-07-10T09:44:00.000-07:00

black as me.

no part-time work today..ahahaha! gonna enjoi this! no boredomache today..ahaha! but still..in office rite now is pretty bored also,it dont come at night but still came.heh! finished with the annual report..urh! really "client" la tis company..hahha! but the thing is..the payment is "WO".in my opinion the job n the pay dont match..hehe..that is my opinion la..plus they gave already the deposit..heh! got to do la till finish..

got to start on the design for skinetics website..adoh~ malas gil~ im like tired la design website ne..graphic design is so much fun than website design i tell u that..websites are like..protocolish! ahahah! u got to have the butoons,got to have the..the..the.. haha! figure out urself la..this is going to be a long post i guess..dont know what to do..work is the last thing la..ahahaha! myspace u say? baru je melayari~ nothin much..the boys chasing the hot girls the hot girls chasing the roxstars..ahahha! mcm prantaian mkanan lak~ k..got to close this post..getting ridiculous aready..

Pangkor Sunset

2008-07-10T09:43:00.000-07:00

Shiny Miney.

hi again to the fisherman..heh..ull roast the fish if u even get them.heh.again.part-time work..lot of confussion here lately.bout the cash register lost money..the new people..huarghh! really2 yawning just now.hahaha!

really wanna take picture rite now..so bored..no customer..huh..kesian la my bike.been drench with rain for 3 days running now..hang in there dear~ ;)) aiya..the girls are still discussing bout the shortage.huu.just find a black-goat and blame all to it~ ahahahhaah!

Macro-Up

2008-07-10T09:39:00.000-07:00

Ball of water.

Started part-time today..Finish work at 6,continue to work part-time starting 6 30 till 1030.hectic ainit?
heh..young age shud be finish this way i must say..

ah..pls do buy properties,as u and i know.WE DONT BUY THINGS CASH?.you bought ur car,cash? haha.the thing is..the due loan-payment for a bike is 4 years? car? SLR camera? heh..cool la this loaning..u will lost 200 for the bike at most..kan? heh..properties..